i think im seriously putting on weight
friday, my mom told me i grew fatter
saturday, my brother told me the same thing
this morning, my mom told me i shrunk
omgg. what is happening to me.
its the hols that made me fat
ive been eating non-stop
and my mom happily went to buy so much food from candy empire(:

lit paper is so intimidating
i dont know why
i dont even think im taking it for my l1r5
its just in 4 days
save me
im feeling real bad for not mugging really hard
but, oh well....

Current Mood: drained

i guess i can still update once more
here's the dedications(:

SARINA
4 years in crescent with you( not like you, i didn use the word stuck haha!) sec 1 : i dont really know you existed, im a loner. remember? HAHA. sec 2 : i was in the same art group as you and our group is the group who always get all the scoldings. haha. sarina : WEHHWEHHWEHH(CRY) only got close to you at the second half of sec2. i have no idea why you suddenly bounce here. HAH.. hmm. from then on, we were like having calls everyday talking abt every single shit in th world haha. and i often embarrassed myself when im out cos i will have some stupid reaction to your stories. HAHA. i cld talk t you for hours and hours on the phone. talking until its 3 in the morning even when there's school the next day haha. you somehow seem to me that you are so ang mohish all the time. but its so suprising tt you actually listen to chinese, korean, jap songs lol. you got so many lovers(imaginery or in reality)!! haha
you want every man/woman in the world haha. JAPAN-JIN KOREAN-KSW/YOUKNOW CHINA(I DONT THINK YU HAVE HAHA)HK-RON TAIWAN-HJX AND MANY MANY MANY MANY MORE. you have been a wonderful friend all these years. you listen to all my rants and nonsense haha. i hope i have succeeded into changing you into a girl all this years HAHA! hope we will stay in contact until the 100th crescent anniversary! HAHA((: LOVE!

RACHEL
hey! you lamppost no.1 ! i swear i dont even speak to you in sec 1 and not more than 50 lines in sec 2. HHAA. in sec3 it was a billion lines and sec4 it was a zillion lines!haha. see how we changed HAHA. i rmb the times when we wld call each other almost evry single night such to talk rubbish. and suddenly you wld go like' wait wait my mom's walking up the stairs' POK. then you will put your phone smwhere.then your mom will go ' rachel why didn you check the hot water' HAHA. FUNNNNY. i was just screening thru the pics i took this 2 years and your face appeared almost everywhere. HAAH. you are a wonderfuuuul friend. i will miss you truckloads when you are in aust. you better skype with me or else i will skin you alive HAHA. when im really depressed and stuff you really helped me alot by talking and counselling me HAH. i cant help it but feel really sad in school when i saw you were so listless. whatever it is, i hope we will stay in contact ya! LOVE!

HWEE BOON
HEY YOU SILLY WILLY GIRL! YOU STUPID AH LIAN, EH NO, OR ISIT BENG? HAHA. i believed you have turned really girl thru out the years. now you will go like. OMG. THE HEELS ARE SO CUTE. SO UNBELIEVABLE.HAHA. i always go school with you during the hols and stuff and we wld take cab from redhill station to school. oh man. i cant type anymore. AHH. shall continue next time
BYE!

Current Mood: chipper

TODAY is officially the last day of school
i put a smile on my face the whole day
i didn't want to leave crescent crying but there was just this stinging feeling deep down
i believe evryone felt sad deep down
thou evryone was camwhoring the whole day, having lots of fun
i still cant believe evrything is coming to an end
it was just too abrupt
THANKS FOR EVRYONE'S PRESENTS. I REALLY LOVE IT. I LOVE ALL OF YOU TOO!
i have to say farewell assembly was whole lots of fun
1/2 of it was filled with camwhoring
i swear
HAHA.
PRIS and I were having fun, doing stupid stuff among ourselves
having a mini picnic when lby was having speech
munching chocolates and gummies(:
HAHA. LOVE!
the candles were really pretty
and our mission succeeded!
-in blowing out all candles
HAHA! MEAN GALXxX
the 4S2 video was SPLENDID
GOOD JOB CHLOE/ RACHEL/LYDIA AND ALL THOSE WHO HELPED!
I was feeling rather nostalgic
but i told myself not to cry
sigh

now that im back home, looking at evryone's ljs and blogs
all the dedications and photos
i teared without myself knowing it
it was amazing, how i made close friends who i never thought i will be with
like chloe sp hb etc....
its a wonder how we can chat and chat and chat non stop
HAHA.
i shall have dedications in the next entry
since my brother needs the com soon
I JUST WANT ALL OF YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I WILL MISS ALL OF YOU!
LOVE!LOVE!LOVE!LOVE!LOVE!LOVE!LOVE!LOVE!LOVE!LOVE!LOVE!LOVE!LOVE!LOVE!LOVE!

Current Mood: nostalgic

prelims results are horrible
l1r5 of 17. im gna faint
im really gna faint
i will call the school when im fainting HAHA
oh well. left school early today becos i was practically a zombie during emaths lesson
tried cheezita pockette(: its really cheesyweesy!
at the rate im eating, my weighing scale is gna show 'TO BE CONTINUED'
i feel like ive been inflatig quite alot this few months
and thats really depressing
my mind is blank now
shall blog another day
the bloody fever refuse to leave damnit
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWSAVEMEEEE

Current Mood: sick

MS YAP wanted me t create this accnt to widen her social circle!
HAHA. anw. today was the worst day ever in this few months
all the results are killing me
i think i have like around a probabilty of 1/100 of getting into a jc

just recalled the TALK WITH KWAN( before prelims )
KWAN : so what do you think of your results?
ME : LAN(in chinese)
KWAN : why do you think is the reason?
ME : STUPID LA

KWAN was like giving me this weird look haha.
i guess my answer was true to a large extent
i mean my results had been like this since primary sch
and i know i improved alot for this prelims( at least i passed my eng)
but this kind of results absolutely cant get me anywhere
left with lit and chem results tmr
hope i wont cry buckets out of it

ppl asked me which jc i WANT to go
but i really felt guity answering that qn
cos i know that thats what i WANTED, knowing that my results are obviously not up to it
its depressing t accept reality. sigh. reality....

on a lighter note,
i was watching gokusen 2 on scv again haha
they were like sizzling HOT when they got beaten up
wonder why. i dont mind watching it again and again haha
i bet sp is oogling at ogata hideki(teppei) now
i cant stop listening to kizuna it just got stuck in my brain
omg. i swear sp rockxXxXx HAHA. fake lian.
now i can put shujitakira album in my stupid ipodiee(:
i think ry's joke was really hilarious
WHY DID THE SOLDIERS CAME BACK WITH ONLY BRA AND PANTIES?
ANS : BECAUSE THEY CAME BACK IN TRIUMPH HAAH!

im super tired and i feel like just switching off my brain and sleep for a few weeks
i wna get headache and skip sch
suddenly, i felt like im back to primary school days
SCHOOL SUCKS SCHOOL SUCKS
who disagrees?( not for the smart asses)
im starting to realise singapore's PSI is getting higher and higher
i guess one day we wld have to live in a sper hazy singapore and everyone will get lung cancer

i had an amusing talk with my brother the other day
B : omg. i just realise im getting old real fast
ME: why?!
B : now im 22. 8 more years i will be 30! a few more years i will be 40! then not long from now i will be 50! 10 more years from there i will be 60! omg. im gna turn into an ah pek soon! ( sounded really paranoid )
HAHA. what morbid thoughts he had. and it think i actually inherited those morbid thoughts from my brother

cant wait for KAME's new show!
TATTA HITOTSU NO KOI! JUST ONE <3!
but i guess it will only be out in sg next year
like wth.
thought i saw mariko from nobuta in there(:
omg. im so food-less now
poor ivy........

Current Mood: cranky